Dolce far niente

We either suffer from minimalism or the financial crunch bit it's way into everything. Seems like everybody is just waiting for some special devices that will help us wash faster, eat faster, read faster, watch movies faster, play faster, work faster, love faster, live faster, die faster...just to get a bit of eternal rest. Cause life is complicated and overtiring.

If i'd meet someone who could stop this i'd tell him: listen, i'll trade you half of my ego, let's take it easy.

However, i like the montage. Its the idea behind it that scares me.

all the chickens are running wild

am auzit ca avem timp pentru ambitii si boli, sa invinovatim destinul si amanuntele.
chiar vroiam sa merg sa cumpar scaune si ca un copil netot visam la ziua asta ca la o zi calda de vacanta cand te plimbi de nauc cu bicicleta pe strazi aburinde. si n-am mers si sunt trista si n-o sa imi treaca si gata.

pesto

i dreamed i was writing a book about mushrooms and i wanted to put you on the cover. either there's no irony or i dont want to share it.

i hate it when people say, when you try to do something and fail, "well, you should feel good about it because you did your best!". what does that have to do with anything? is it doing the best thats the purpose instead of just an enhancement of the way to getting there?! its like me, with the bus, every day. i feel its killing me , btw. really! all the pressure i feel when i'm at the last crossing before the bus stop, my heart rushing like mad, what if i miss it, what if i miss it. my heart wont make it, what if i miss it, what if i miss it. sometimes i do. but i never say "letzu, give yourself a clap, you did your best". mostly because i've given up the habit of talking to myself, but also because i'm pretty self conscious about my clapping.

still, the bus is out to get me.
(to office. and back.)

superstition

A black cat crossing your path signifies that the animal is going somewhere.

crisis hotline

i know i'm old because TCM is playing Look Who's Talking Now. The movie was made in 93. I'm confused. Or just old. Ask no questions and forget about my birthday. Actually, scrap that last one, you're never too old for a lot of great presents. :)

apocalipsa gonflabila

10 septembrie - ipotetico-absurdo-panichistic - ultima zi pe pamant

in fine, acceleratorul de particule se pare ca a produs efecte secundare pana in legoland, nu eram acolo, dar cumva ceva a reflectat si transportat un efect secundar direct la mine in brate, inainte de soarele de dupa-masa, care a ajuns ca un efect tertiar care m-a facut sa:

*merg la biblioteca - care fapt m-a bucurat nespus din urmatoarele motive: numar nelimitat de carti/muzica/filme pe care le poti lua acasa, rapiditate!!!, primit lista cu toate chestiile imprumutate, inclusiv data returnarii, pana la 28 de zile de lafait in imprumuturi.

*alerg de bunavoie, intr-o tentativa de jogging - care fapt m-a epuizat si m-a facut nesigura vis-a-vis de felul in care alerg (simt ca ceva nu e in regula, poate felul in care tin mainile... niciodata nu am stiut ce sa fac cu ele).

*cred ca pot sa fiu structurata, serioasa, ordonata si sa am un stil de viata sanatos, doar ca nu vreau - care fapt m-a facut sa ma bucur ca pot sa fac ce alegeri vreau, ca am optiuni.

pot sa fac orice.
chiar si supa.

poti sa cazi azi

sunt intr-o pasa absolut muzicala, insemnand ca singurul lucru care face tot ceea ce e in jur sa se lege e muzica. ascult pofticios si nerabdator, lacom pe alocuri, ceea ce m-ar arunca direct pe raftul cu ascultatori imaturi daca nu as fi deja acolo.



maybe someone's gonna save me
my heart is made of gravy

now that i know...

in a common (these days) sugar or spice rush i checked off another thing from my list. i'm quite proud, not only because i checked it off, but also because of the execution, which, in my opinion, was impeccable. i went down the escalator which was going up, while some metro guard person was watching. i made the snap decision, then i skillfully turned around, looked in the direction of the metro guard person, smiled for myself and started going back/jumping down with the moves of a ballerina who hasnt practiced for some time and is a bit out of shape but still has a sort of gracefulness. :) it was the bees knees. :)


now that i know... what else is there?

if they stick they will drown you in a creek

its been a couple of week of offline blogging and i must say i quite enjoy that. got my little diary sort of book and i'm looking forward to reading it when maybe my heart will be like gravy.

life is sweet, hershey sweet.

i heart today

mondays usually suck and this one was no different, judging by the weather. usually buying stuff cheers up my materialistic self, so i did that, and it didnt do anything. and i bought so much crap, too. :/ but then, dragging myself from the metro station home i stopped by the supermarket to get some bare necessities and just on the vegetables aisle i walk by him. i'm thinking i must be imagining things, Copenhagen is huge, it can't be him. then he turns around and i see him again. It's him! it's really really HIM! not HIM, but him, Nikolaj Lie Kaas, just my favorite danish actor whos movies i've seen and thought "this guy is awesome... maybe i'll meet him one day... what would i say to him? naaah... i'll never meet him!" and then i did meet him. i simply loved all the movies he was in. loved them! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! half way home, still smiling cause he was right behind me at the register, i felt this wave of discontent - i had settled for too little. i should've told him i like him a lot, i've seen his movies, i love his movies, he's cool. i'm sure it would've been nice and he surely would have appreciated a foreigner complimenting him. even if he didnt, who cares, he would have at least pretended.
but since we buy stuff at the same supermarket, i'll just become a regular there, looking casually customerish while wandering through the aisles and i'll actually get to talk to him at one point.

most of you noobs have no idea who i'm talking about, so you cant understand. i'm not looking for understanding, i'm just uber excited.

p.s. then i could enjoy what i bought as well. it's some pretty nice shit.
note to self: when gloomy, go back to today. :D