deinfinitely

(same song over and over)

and if M the inventor loved his water pipe as much as i love my coincidences, well i dont know what that would be but here's what i ran into:

I knew that there were no guarantees. No way of knowing what came next for me, for him, or anybody. Some things don’t last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there.

- Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby

and then i hit this.


which is coincidental to one long conversation on a breezy and sunsetty balcony.

what will be will be? going back to "the best times of your life have not yet been lived" - the most efficient self indulging be-more-mindful statement :)

sleep i must.
head hurting is.
sun greediness has its drawbacks. speech alteration is apparently one of them, but only apparently, cause in reality sun stroke is only used as an excuse. redundancy might be one real side effect though, cause i'm still listening to the same song.