Monday, June 16, 2008

i heart today

mondays usually suck and this one was no different, judging by the weather. usually buying stuff cheers up my materialistic self, so i did that, and it didnt do anything. and i bought so much crap, too. :/ but then, dragging myself from the metro station home i stopped by the supermarket to get some bare necessities and just on the vegetables aisle i walk by him. i'm thinking i must be imagining things, Copenhagen is huge, it can't be him. then he turns around and i see him again. It's him! it's really really HIM! not HIM, but him, Nikolaj Lie Kaas, just my favorite danish actor whos movies i've seen and thought "this guy is awesome... maybe i'll meet him one day... what would i say to him? naaah... i'll never meet him!" and then i did meet him. i simply loved all the movies he was in. loved them! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! half way home, still smiling cause he was right behind me at the register, i felt this wave of discontent - i had settled for too little. i should've told him i like him a lot, i've seen his movies, i love his movies, he's cool. i'm sure it would've been nice and he surely would have appreciated a foreigner complimenting him. even if he didnt, who cares, he would have at least pretended.
but since we buy stuff at the same supermarket, i'll just become a regular there, looking casually customerish while wandering through the aisles and i'll actually get to talk to him at one point.

most of you noobs have no idea who i'm talking about, so you cant understand. i'm not looking for understanding, i'm just uber excited.

p.s. then i could enjoy what i bought as well. it's some pretty nice shit.
note to self: when gloomy, go back to today. :D

Saturday, June 07, 2008

wickend wisdom

Calvin, one of my personal heroes, once stated: "Weekends don't count unless you spend them doing something completely pointless." The properties of the whole apply to the part, thus saturdays (which are a part of the "weekend") don't count unless you spend them doing something completely pointless. Which i did.

First i searched through a butload of buttons.
Then i didnt glue them together, i superglued the together.
Then i watched some cartoons.
Then i decided i will be making broaches.
Then i made the broaches.
Then i decided to go into business.
Then i made a logo.
Then i got bored and decided not to go into business.
Then i wondered why would anyone read this.

make fun, not war

TIFF should happen in Sibiu. dixit.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

so, nice weather?!

i just love to talk about the weather. it's 10 bricks of a solid conversation. i'd rather do anything else, but besides that, its quite enjoyable.

yesterday was a day of such tremendous quality, a day of mischievous pondering and ahas. my reads and the movie i saw led me to important conclusions that will serve people as learning for centuries. or centaurs. probably not, but it least it was fun. or whatever.

we all now (or at least i know) that childhood is all about games, cartoons and not wanting to wear the silly hat your grandma makes you wear if you stay in the sun. related to the childhood games, there's the thought (the individual belief, for now) and the explanation to why spending the first years of your life playing with friends who are boys builds self esteem: as the girl, sometimes you win and you win to a boy and even when you lose (at hoops or soccer) its still cool, cause you lose to a boy, playing a game you dont even like. the situation is psotive also for the boy, cause you most of the time win - you're playing with a girl who mostly runs away from the ball than towards it (that being my particular case) - but the essential part is that you win.
so mixed childhood friendships are not only life-long but also character and esteem building. :)

i also realised how much i like people, they keep their hopes alive to disguise how naive they are. i mean yeah, i believe in Santa, but thinking one can understand human behaviour, clustered on genders, is just super silly to absurd. i've always taken a keen interest in the webstats on my blog, for personal amusement only. recently, someone ended up here searching "the behaviour of boys in love", which brings me to my point, someone is so naive not only to believe that they could find such answers with a google search, but especially to think that they could really figure that out & understand such matters.

although all the "scientific breakthrough", i was still a bit pissed that after i die i wouldn't be able to know what happens in the world, and i'm really curious. that's my biggest, darkest thought related to death. and i realized, in my pseudo-sorrow, that people will continue living after i'm dead (except if my cause of death is a giant meteorite hitting the earth right in the kisser). in my self-centered universe, that's how things go.

for more insight into this post and to put aside all confusion, please check out this previous one.

Monday, June 02, 2008

you'll never guess who i ran into on the way to

wish i had some cherries left, with my good mood i'd share them.
just another eternal kid.