Sunday, June 21, 2009

don't ask, don't tell

i feel weird. i've felt weirder, but then i didnt want people to know. now i feel better, but still weird. i'm listening to songs over and over again, i'm eating chocolate after brushing my teeth, i get lost in pictures of strangers, i want to read when i watch something, write when i read something, and watch something most of the time, i think too much of dancing, movies, promenades outside of contexts, i can't remember my dreams like i used to.
i feel weird. i dont feel sad. i feel weird. so weird that the word starts losing its meaning.

i want to learn new tricks. and i can.
i'm not an old dog, maybe an odd ogg, since i've been all noise lately.
i want to learn new tricks.